Feeling low

21/05/2017

I’ve been feeling really really low lately. Like really low.
I think it started with us returning from Brazil, cause who wouldn’t be miserable coming back to a grey, cold and rainy London?
It then continues with a lot of negativity at work. Negativity and stress I thought I handled well but my mind clearly wanted to spend more time on. I had the BEST weekend with Mikaela but that felt like an escape. A fun one.
On top of all of this, I was called a terrorist. This is what happened:

I did try and laugh it off and I do think he was crazy, but it was still one of those things I never thought would happen to me.

There was a moment when G just held me on Friday and it was like my walls came down. Walls I didn’t realise had been up for a few weeks. I couldn’t explain why I was upset, I just was.
I’m still feeling a bit low but at least now I have acknowledged my feelings and I know it’s ok to feel this way from time to time.

Currently thinking about things I’m grateful for, what I should do today (watch Colossal and possibly bake) and what to have for breakfast. One thing at a time.

Here’s to a lovely, calm, positive Sunday!

(actually really wanted to get an arrow tattoo but G got me an arrow necklace and I chickened out..)


Share this..Share on Facebook0Pin on Pinterest0Tweet about this on TwitterShare on LinkedIn0Email this to someonePrint this page
3

You Might Also Like

2 Comments

  • Reply Kara 21/05/2017 at 11:12 pm

    It’s so sad to hear you’ve been feeling down. I honestly believe the weather affects our moods, and it’s a relief to find out it’ll be getting sunnier. I’m glad to hear you’re trying to spend your time doing the things you like. Keep on exercising and that’ll get the endorphins up! Last week was rough for me too. But I keep on telling myself moods aren’t permanent. Keep on spending your time with your loved ones. Eat good food – but not junk food! It’ll pass! I promise. Girl, you’re too beautiful on the inside and out to feel like crap!

    • Reply Noelle R 31/05/2017 at 7:21 pm

      Aw how did I miss this comment? Thank you so much babe. Your words are warming my heart! Let’s meet up soon please!

    Leave a Reply

    Facebook Auto Publish Powered By : XYZScripts.com